When you awaken, you will realize a new path in your life. In a sense you will rediscover your Soul, the Universe’s soul, and you will embrace destiny and creativity which is neither positive or negative. It simply is, and so are you.
That moment is when you will first realize the value of your ego, and if you accept that value and what it means, it will shake the foundations of your being; for you will begin to face the root of all your fears.
“Begin to face” because it is a journey, a road to endless wonder. Nuff said.
Enjoy it if you find it. And remember, all births are painful (for both).